Baking

I hate driving to Stater Bros. to buy the ingredients. I hate cracking the eggs, pouring the oil and opening the boxes. I hate the mess it makes. I hate watching the clock and waiting for the oven to beep. I especially hate having to wash a shitload of bowls and utensils in the end. So why do I do it? Why do I torture myself just for some cupcakes, or oreo fudge bars, or cake? I end up giving most of it away.